January, 2009

14th January 2009 - Mid Valley

That day I went Mid Valley with my friends, Jacq., Seang, Siew Fang, and of course my boyfriend. That day we went to RedBox at The Garden until 3p.m., then just walk around there.

My friend, Jacq. said is quite boring if just walk around, how about change my look. “Har… don’t want lah!I don’t want to change my look, and I don’t think my wearing style have any problem loh!” But, all of them want me to try, even my boyfriend. “Haiz… ok fine. I try. but just once and last.” They chose a shirt, that I normally won’t wear that stuff, with a short skirt. “I hate wear skirt. Chose the shortest one somemore. Oh God!” Fine, I try it. After I had change it, it really did’t look like me. Totally different. That is not me. It really look weird. My friends still said it look nice. ==”’

Then I pretend angry my friends, but only Siew Fang keep saying sorry to me. She hold me walk around until we said let’s go home. That time she walked with me, I really did’t realise my boyfriend had angry with me. After I seperate with my friends, I walked with him, and to get car, back home. That time I started feel had something goes wrong. Then I asked him is he angry at me for something. But he answered me no and just worry at his work. But I really can feel his angry. Then in the whole journey he send me home was so queit.

At night,as usual, he message me. Then I asked him again is he angry at me for something. He finally said yes. The reason is I walked with my best friend, Siew Fang. I really feel sorry about that. But luckily, he did’t angry at me already. Haha… I still feel sorry to him.

Then, at Friday, before class, I had told Jacq. about that, he angry at me. She said,” Of course he will angry lah, he look unhappy and borind already that time, but I still walked with Siew Fang and leave him behind.” “I know lah! Is my fault again. I did’t realise it mah.”

After that, at night, he as usual message me. Then he asked me whether Jacq. had asked me any question about that day after they had went home. “What question that he aspect her to ask me?” Then I reply him what question that he want Jacq. ask me. He said just want know anything that she ask about that day. Then I said nothing. And I thought that he want Jacq. to say I should not leave him behind. But actually I mistaken him. Once again I like make him feel angry. “I’m really sorry, my dear.”

Whatever I had did to him and make him angry, he also will forgive me. ^^ “Thank you for that.”

My memory

This few days I clean my house with my family because of Chinese New Year is coming soon. When I take out all my things from the storeroom, I found many of them are my things. And the happiest thing that I found is my ‘About Me’ that book. Have 3 different year that I had. One is when I was Standard 6, then is Form 1 and the last is Form 5. They are so meaningful to me.

They let me remember who I am when I was in that time, refresh my memory, all the sad and happy is all written there. The naughty character that I am when I was in Form 1, I know it through one of my friend that I long time did’t keep in touch with her. She write there I am naughty and hope I will change become better. “Haha… Actually I’m still the same now.” And that time only I realise that have some friends that I had really forgotten them. “Sorry…”

For me, Form 5 is really a hard time for me, SPM, friendship, teachers… all course me problems. However, I still have some friends that give me support

Stress Summer Course… =s

I taking Legal Framework, which is law, for my Summer Course at college. Only 5 weeks time to study and the 6th week exam. In this 5 weeks time, the lecturer have to finish the 9 topic, and give us 2 test, MCQ and essay questions.

I know that law is going to be very boring subject, that is why I take it at my summer course. 5 weeks time finish, no need to suffer for so long time at my 1st year of degree. But between this 5 weeks is really a very hard time and tough for me. I try to understand what this subject is, but it really so difficult.

All the history about law at Australia, and principles of it… oh no…

My final exam is going to be between the 11-13 of February, which is after the Chinese New Year. Haiz… So pity. =s What a tough months for me…

My memory

Chinese New Year is coming, so I help my mum to clean the house. I took out all the things from the storeroom and I found many of them are my school’s memory.

Firstly, I found my “About Me”. These book were when I was Standard 6, Form 1 and Form 5 that I gave them to my friends to write. Primary school was a scary place to me when I study there. The teachers there just like to cane the students. But of course there still have my nice memory. I know many friends there and now I still have keep in touch with them, Kah Soon, Yee Ying and Wan Teng. And, because of Kah Soon, I know his friends, Jet Low and Neon.

When I was in Form 1, I just have few friends. But I don’t know why I can’t remember anything about that year. Luckily, I still have the Form 5 that “about me”. It really meaningful to me. I saw many of my friends’ words that written there. It remind me many things that I had forgot. About my nickname, my naughty character, my fun things, it is so many many.

Unfortunately, now I less contact them. They like so busy and no time to have gathering. However, I still have keep in touch with Chin Ho and friends that stay nearby my house. Hopefully all my friends still remember me and we still can keep in touch.