Haha… finally my car had take to repair… After the repair, my car of course look more handsome than before. But when I look at it, yes, it is handsome than before, but I feel like missing the damage part of my car. It actually has a memory to me.

First, it is my first time that bang by a van, and I am alone in the car. The time the van bang my car, I was so scare, and I just don’t know how to respone to such situation, because it is the first time. Haiz… So unlucky that day…

Second, that day I actully really scare, and of course, the first person that I think of and feel want to tell the scary situation that I had meet to my boyfriend(but now is my ex-boyfriend already). But, unfortunately, he didn’t reply my message. He called me at 6p.m.(the accident is at 3p.m.). He said he forget to take his handphone out, that is why he didn’y reply me.

Actully after the accident I really feel like want someone to stay beside me to calm me down, but… Haiz…. When he called me that time, I just feel like why are you so late? Is just like when I have problem, need him to calm me or help me, he is just not at my side. This is what I think that time. After the accident, I really scare to drive, but I have to drive too, because my mum really no time to fetch me everytime when I have class.

But whatever it is, the car is finally had take to repair, and I just miss the damage part of my car, because it stated the moment that I had experience from. Although it had repair, but the image of the damage part is always in my memory.

Haiz… just started class then have lots of assignments have to do. Communication in Business, Management, Accounting 250 & 101. Haiz…  Every subject also have assignments and presentations. What to do? So damn busy now.

Management next week is the due date already, but I just finish collecting data. So tough to me. I hate this subject. After this assignment, then have group presentation. Find who to join my group? Is still a question. But I hope I get someone that can work with me.

CIB is worst than Management. Have to do the don’t know what milestone thing, then have to do weekly assignments some more. My presentation group make me crazy….. haiz…. What the most unresponesible group members that I had. How I going to pass my presentation? Sure die lor…

Accounting actually is not that difficult to me, because it is my favourite subject and I major in this. But the assignments is really a lots. And the accounting 101 that lecturer is so ‘ciong hei’. Repeat and repeat the same thing, give the same example again and again, make me so confuse. Haiz…

Hopefully this semester can finish quickily.

Please… I just want to make more new friends through internet. I don’t mean to find boyfriend here. Please don’t say you guys love me. I scare of that already.

Just yesterday, suddenly a guy say he loves me. No matter what reasons I give him and reject him how many times, he still not giving up. He said I don’t love him is ok but I can’t stop he loves me. Walao… I want to die ler…. Please… Stay away from me. I talk to you gentlely is don’t want to hurt you. I will feel bad if I hurt you. Just don’t say you love me again…

Those people that I know from msn messenger, many of them I never meet them before. Although sometimes I did feel curious about who are they and how they look, but my aim is just to make more friends, not to find boyfriend.

This had make me feel scare and I started to online less by using msn messenger already. Haiz…